Reading Journal On The Great Gatsby (:

"Every one suspects himself of at least one of the cardinal virtues, and this is mine: I am one of the few honest people that I have ever known."

Im reading "The Great Gatsby" by F.Scott Fitzerald.
I like it very much so,
all the parties sound so glamorous, and in some parts of the book,
some of the moments sound so perfect.

My question is that how can you hold yourself up to say your a honest person?

I personally don't think any one is honest. Or well they can be for a brief moment, but everyone lies sometime. You can't expect someone to always only tell the truth, that's impossible, there is no such thing as honest people. We all lie, and we always will lie, because we are humans.

Break,

So Im still deciding.
About if I still want this break to continue or not.
I mean...I don't know what I mean.
Obviously im the same old person, my mind not completely made up.
Hmm see, theres still nothing in my mind.
Even as I type this,
And I keep making spelling errors.

Crap.

Spring Break.

Fun. but not exactly my style.
It's funny usually every year i have some kind of seasonal break from school,
I stay home like a hermet and do nothing. It's just me, my computer and the tv.
My only social connection would be texting on the phone, myspace and my parents.
And than when people would ask " How did you break go?" I would say "boring".
This is the first break that im actually doing things *gasp*

"Sometimes being true to yourself means sacrificing everything."

This stood out to me because this is exactly my problem.
or has been for the past week. I can't make up my mind fully about anything.
Which is why I feel so different and unlike myself at times now.
Change is coming...I feel it.

My question is "What if you don't know exactly what want? or if you want more than one thing?"