Reading Journal Deariez :]

IF I DIE INSIDE, WOULD ANYONE REALIZE?
:]hmm so this is another reading Journal about the book Swollen. (PSTTT im also listening to CIWWAF, <-- Cute is what we aim for. While im doing this :X)So anyways now this book is starting to tell me more personal stuff about her, like how she only lives with her father and her fathers girlfriend. Because her mother wanted a adventure so she left to some other place. (they still somewhat keep in touch). Whenever I hear of a situation like that, I always think about JUNO. :X you know?
Kinduh random but if youve seen JUNO. Than in it you would know that she doesnt live with her mom, and that weridly her mom sends her a cactus every valinties day...which is like WOAH. But anyways, yeah nothing yet has really happened with the new boy and her (samatha). I mean he gave her his phone number, but nothing MAJIOR. (No, I dont call that MAJIOR). So far she seems to be getting alot better in running. She almost catched up with the fast girls in running. So I dont think she will be a middle girl for any much longer.Im kind of scared though, I mean one thing you should know is that this book has AMAZING detail. And in one of the chapters shes at a meet, and shes running so fast. I dont know it kind of scares me the way the book descires it. Like it talks about how she feels as if her heart will rip out of her chest and its just like.. I dont know it sounds so suicidal. I dont know, it makes me start to wonder if maybe shes one of these characters that die at the end of the book?

"Theres a engine in my body, with every beat it helps mee breathe.
- CIWWAF