:)reading journal?

STILL READING ECLIPSE.
But im almost done, and yesterday i brought breaking dawn. So it wont be long untill i start posting about that. Anyways currently at the part where the battle is about to began...kinduh. Right now they are camping in the tents. Edward and Bella were talking about the best 10 nights of their life. And Jacob just overheard them talking about how Edward proposed to Bella. Honestly i think they are totally rushing this whole marriage thing. I mean they just graduated from highschool. They are about to be in this whole war with newborn vampires and they are planning to have the wedding in Vegas (and bella's talking about how she will be wearing sweats). I mean honestly, it doesnt take a rocket scientist to see how terribly planned that is. I don't understand why edward would do such thing and make bella marry him first. GOODNESS, if i was a vampire i would just change her myself to stopp all this unessicary maddness. And i feel so bad for jacob. Because he loves her and he's so convinced that she will love him too, Currently i must confess that i am team jacob. But i wish that boy would take his head outta of the clouds and realize that bella loves edward and only wants to be with edward. I would be devesated if he did anything to ruin bella and edwards love. Not that i think he really could ruin it, since it's so pure and so powerful. Im just exicted to see what will happen next? will someone die? will they caputre bella? Because not to be mean, but i think bella will do something heartless and idiotic. Just to be in that field. Even though edward did promise to be with her. Im starting to get very mad at bella these days...shes starting to be a tad bit to selfish....