:)Reading Journal.

Currently I am reading Breaking Dawn.
:)can i get a whoop whoop?
So far my hatered of bella has NOT died down,
i still believe she is a selfish pig that gets whatever she wants.
Sometimes reading breaking dawn it is getting harder to hate her for the reason of shes nice.
But how shes trying so hard to be strong really annoys me. I am seriously stop being so fake,
scream if you have to. Your pregant and your baby breaks your ribs. Dont freaking say that everythings okay. :) Oh yeah when i read she was pregant it was like"WOAZAH". Didnt know that was ever going to happen, Alot of people are telling me bella's going to die. I am so happy about that, than again they might just be lying. Or maybe she'll die of her humanness and become a vampire. I wish i could be a vampire....I could like wear a cape and be like "WOAH, BE MEAN TO ME AND I'LL BITE YOU". That would be pure awesomeness :) Hmm anyways im at the part where she bended down and now the baby can't breathe. It's funny how the baby can hear her voice and how it already loves her. Thats one smarrrt baby ;) Hmmm its kinduh werid how bella seems like blood now though. I remember how in twilight she passed out when they were doing the whole blood thing in class. And now shes all "Blood, yum yum for my tum". Its werid, i wonder if the baby would like milk...Anyways i wonder what's going to happen next? And if jacob will ever imprint? Or if sam and the other vampires will really start like a war/fight thing and try to kill bella's baby...OH OH OH, i am so happy jacob is finally an alpha. I mean it was fate for him to be one, good to know he's finally expecting it. Haha i love seth, and his spirit.
So far he's my favorite werewolf. Leah is...well leah is leah. I feel sorry for her but at the same time...well no. I just feel sorry for her. I guess i wish she would give the cullens more of a chance though. I mean they are honestly good people...erm vampires i mean. :)