:)Reading Journal ;]

"For some of us, feel and humiliation feel honest. They ensure devotion more than reverence, more than love. The damned loves the hand of the executioner. And compassion holds more weight when it follows ruthlessness. Frankly speaking, "You've got to be cruel to be kind."

:)i absoutely loved that qoute the first time i read it because it really makes you think. I mean you got to be cruel to be kind? I never thought that...i mean i thought you had to kind to be kind. aha. mhmmm im not even sure if that makes much sense, but my goodness...doesn't that quote sound amazing? :)

Next qoute:
"For the first time, with a stranger in a strange car, I feel. From nowhere desire surfaces, and it swirls through my insides. The want is thrumming and it is everywhere, like a hive knocked from a tree that unfixes a squall of bees. The fluttering in my chest is as unfounded and unnerving as the riot itself. And the dread follows it because I know in an instant that I would, and will, do anything in pursuit of this yearing. It will not be enough to want once. I will want to want a million times over, to feel this warmth were there use to coldness, this prickling sensation where everything was once numb."

Okay so i just read that qoute this morning, at like 7 am...bahahaha even when there is no school. I STILL tend to wake up early. So anyways, i am in the part of the book where she is falling in love with a boy chris that she saw at a bar and than see's again at this block thing. They were curently in the trunk thingy or a truck kissing and drunk. And than that qoute came up. I think it's very beauitful but to be quite honest it scares me that she feels that way. Because she is most often times drunk, and when you love someone and your drunk and they are drunk...i dont know. It's just i fear that something bad is going to come from this. Afterall I know this is not some fairytale happy story...