:]Reading Jourrrnalll;

MMMkay so i am still reading "Smashed" and i love ittttt<3
there are like alot of pages i folded in the book, because i love what it's been saying. likeeee this one:
"It's strange the way the mind remembers forgetting. The fact of the blackout won't slip away like the events that took place inside of it. Instead of receding into my life's story, the lost hours will stand out. Something else will move in to fill in the holes:dread and denial that thickens with time like emotional scar tissue. In the absence of memory, the night will be even more memorable. The blackout will stay with me, causing chronic psychic pain, a persistent, subconscious thrumming."

:)amazing right? Right now, im at the part that she came back in the morning after sneaking out to a party with her best friend natalie. And her parents what to speak to her. This is not the first time she has drank though, she has even gotten drunk before. Might i add to you that she is fifteen? Yup just one year older than i am, and she has already drank so many times. This book is exicting and wonderful. And not boring at all...which sumwhat surprised me because i really thought it would me. And i actually bought the book in a thrift store :O Yep for 50 cents. ahahahaha. I wonder what will happen next with her, i mean a 15 year old getting drunk is NOT a good idea...i mean what if bad people decide to do bad things to her? Righhht?