Goodbye...

Goodbye, my continues regrets. Goodbye sweet memories that still bring utter excitement and joy. Goodbye pouring rains and the sounds of relief you bring to me. Goodbye life, for no long will I have to bare you and your complexity. Goodbye all words of sorrow and people that have kept me sane on my most horrid days. And goodbye those people that I dread, you have done nothing more than add onto my insanity. Goodbye strangers, for even though I do not pay much attention to your face and even though you may have shoved me aside or never greeted me with a kindly hello, I'm sure that some that some of you are kind souls. Goodbye sweet birds and your chirping, it never fails to place a smile on my face. Goodbye music, for you helped me breathe on the darkest of days. Your lyrics kept my heart beating, and gave me the strength to live another day. But now as death awaits no longer will I need to take another breath or for my heart to beat. Goodbye sun, for you lighted everyday, whether I wanted you to or not. Goodbye coldness, for you never fail to find me. Always placing goosebumps on my skin and shivering. Do you enjoy keeping my body heat to a minimum amount of heat? Goodbye clouds, for it always seemed that I was never alone. You kept me entertained, in the way you were most times oddly shaped. On days when I thought I had no imagination you always brought it back to me. Goodbye my kiddie television shows, you filled my life with thoughts of happy clowns with adorable dolls and lions in library's. You taught me that elephants can talk and that red dogs can be abnormally large sized. You showed me that grouchy monsters live in trashcan, and big purple dinosaurs exist with children that often break into song and dance with everyday lessons. Goodbye flesh, without you I am certain I would not look appealing, thanks for making me more attractive, or maybe you will join me in the afterlife? Goodbye trees, you've always provided me with so much shade. I am also very sorry that we are tearing you down or pulling you from the ground. I am sorry that you are being destructed so rudely and that we don't even do the most civil-est thing of asking for your permission. And I'm sorry ...i am printing this on paper. I'm not sure if this would be ledge-able on a leaf... Goodbye the used, you are my savior. Your lyrics have sinked into my skin, I would nowhere near happy if you weren't introduced into my life. Goodbye mother and father...if you are not already dead. I know that often I have been selfish, stubborn, inconsiderate, non consistent, complicated and often times been ridiculously mad for no reason whatsoever. Goodbye canvases of the world, I'm sorry that I will not be able to paint onto all of you, but even though colors and emotion have not been expressed upon you yet, you are still acknowledged. Goodbye camera's, with just a click you capture some of life's most greatest moments, something that truly remains to amaze me.. Goodbye Imagination, for never would I truly have had a soul if it werent for you. Goodbye love, for I have never found you, and now I will never have a chance to grasp you in all your glory. Goodbye everything, for I know that I will certainly be in pain not being able to live.