:]readding journal

So im reading Eclipse (im gunna stick with the book).
Currently Bella is trying so hard for Edward and Jacob to be civil,
so she can still be bestfriends with jacob while being with edward (the love of her life). Ugh, I love edward and everything and i do agree he's perfect, but im am still TEAM JACOB! And i know that personally this will not work out. I mean a werewolf and a vampire being friends? Its hard enough for them to be with a human...but if they are complete and total enimies than what is bella expecting? For them to put aside their differences and have a tea party? CMON ON! I am sorry, i am usually the one that tries to be a optomistic person but who is she kidding?! I mean im not even done with the book but it doesnt take a rocket sciencetist to know that this cant work out. I mean they can't even deal with the way eachother smell! How could they ever find a way to get past themselves and be friends for bella's sake?
this is all just going to crash and burnn...